Waiting / Watching

How many times do I have to show how I feel?
Why don't you believe my feelings are real?
What do I have to do to show my worth?
What can I do to give your love a birth?
Try as I can, it just doesn't sink through.
You might not think of me, but I will always think of you.
Forgive me for all the pain I have caused.
Forgive me for all my blemishes and flaws.
If only I could get through and make you see.
Or is it I am too shy, is it me?
If only you could give me a sign, just something,
am I chasing dreams, are my chances nothing?
If I could come out and let down my wall,