Dreaming of Love

When I call for you, you run,
When I weep because, you make fun.
When I try to find you, you hide even more,
When I give my love, you shut your heart's door.
Why do I have this terrible fate,
of loving one that I can't even date.
I am on the outside, trying to look in,
you are on the inside, with an evil grin.
Do you know I am out here, filled with such pain,
while you are safe inside, safe from the rain.
I am here to love you, if you want,
but I need you help, and love, to be blunt.
I have done nothing to long, it is all my fault
that I have these disillusions, my dream's results.